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Living is easy with eyes closed
30 January 2007 @ 08:49 pm
2 NOW.

P.S. And it is even worse because one is obsessed with President Bush and wants to go and join the Iraq war. That is his dream? Someone even KIND of liking Bush is just the biggest deal breaker.
Living is easy with eyes closed
I love 4-day weekends.
Work is getting a little better-
but the fact that I have a stalker is not.
He is constantly hoovering over me-
following me on my breaks,
and making me gag at the sight of him.
I am lonely yet-
I definitely do NOT want a relationship right now.
I just feel too independant to be tied down.

I also love the show joan of arcadia,
and I think I am psychic (at least today).

My birthday was allright, I turned 20 which kind of put me thru a small mid-life crisis.
But it was better than any birthday I have had in the last 5 years at least.
My sister and I went to Disney on Ice (hah, personally I would rather stab myself with a fork but oh well...I love my sister so I had to indulge her)
She won me this creepy devil baby from a claw machine at Dennys that I keep putting in random places in my house to scare my mom.
This devil baby is so scary I wake up in the middle of the night and have to lock it in my closet because of the glazed serial killer looks it gives me.

I keep having these dreams that my legs get amputated in a car crash and I will end up in a wheelchair:(
It is getting so bad I get really panicky when I drive and besides work almost refuse to.


P.S. I love Jason Ritter.
Current Mood: nervousnervous
Current Music: what if god was one of us?
Living is easy with eyes closed
15 November 2006 @ 04:17 am
Thank you showtime
for greenlighting another season of DEXTER
otherwise I myself would have had to
strangle, torture, and cut all yo asses into peices.
Current Mood: geekygeeky
Living is easy with eyes closed
19 September 2006 @ 12:31 am
it's been a week.
over the hump
Living is easy with eyes closed
06 September 2006 @ 12:55 am
he makes my heart pitter patter
Living is easy with eyes closed
02 August 2006 @ 12:24 am
I had an eeeexcelent nite.
with my homie rachel.
love ya pumpkin tits.
Current Mood: awakeawake
Living is easy with eyes closed
17 July 2006 @ 01:41 am
(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

× I miss somebody right now. × I don't watch much TV these days. I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses. × I love to play video games. I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies. × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. × I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.  (like a sailor) I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
it goes on...Collapse )
Current Music: thunder
Living is easy with eyes closed
04 July 2006 @ 06:19 pm
IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U
- Had sex: yah.
- Bought something: ...yah?
- Gotten sick: nopenope
- Been hugged: yessss
- Felt stupid: every day here and there
- Talked to an ex : yea, probably
- Missed someone: oh jeez yes.
- Failed a test: nope.
- Danced: alone in my room to janis joplin with the shades down yes.
- Gotten your hair cut: eeep not in 3 months and I work at a salon sad?
- Lied: ahahha

- Nervous habits: pushing back my hair
- Double jointed: i wish
- Can you roll your tongue: ahah yes
- Can you raise one eyebrow: can you smellll what the rock is cookin? = yes.
-Can you cross your eyes: for a few seconds
- Do you make your bed daily: yea, of course it is gross if you don't I am a cleeean freak.
- Do you think you are unique: no one is

H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S
- Said "I Love you": eh
- Waited all night for a phone call: oh god, not anymore
- Sat and looked at the stars: awe with my dadddy.
- Fell asleep under the stars: no, I don't like bugs going in sassy places.

- Do you swear/curse?: i curse like a sailor
- Do you ever spit? only if I have to and people aren't paying attention
- You cook your own food?: mostly
- You do your own chores?: duh i am not paris hilton
- Do you like beef jerky?: ewwwwwww, well once every 2 years.
- You're happy with your life?: no
- You own a dog? my zoe.
- You spend your money wisely?: oh god, I wish
- Do you like to swim?: don't know how
- When you get bored do you call a friend?: i hate talking on the phone

D O - Y O U - P R E F E R'S
- Flowers or chocolate? daisys please.
- Gray or black? pink
- Color or black and white photos: black and white def.
- Lust or love?: lust...
- Sunrise or sunset?: sunset i like nighttime
- M&Ms or Skittles? peanut butter m&m's
- Staying up late or waking up early?: who the hell would pick waking up early?
- Being hot or cold?: cold, I'd rather freeze than be warm at all
- Winter or Fall? fall if i am somewhere where the leaves change and you can actually see the whole city turn fallish like the east coast/wisconsin/etttc
- Left or right? right handed
- Sunshine or rain? rain, i hate the sun...well i appreciate it but i HATE it.

M O R E - H A V E - Y O U - E V E R S
- Hooked up in the woods?: I don't want bugs or wood chips in sassy places so NO. but maybe who knows
- Hooked up in the shower?: ahaha yea but it is hard cause I am a short bitch
- Hooked up in the water: not like a pool or anything
- Been Dumped?: yea a long time ago
- Stolen money from a friend?: fuck no
- Slept naked?: every night..i get waaarm.
- Had a crush on a teacher?: :-X
- Seen someone die?: koshka- RIP:(
- Been on an airplane?: unfortunatly but that is why I would take something to knock me out...god bless ambien
- Slept all day?: yah then up all night
- Missed someone so much it hurt?: :(
- Fallen asleep during school? when I was an aid and had nothing to do
- Been lonely? uuuh yea
- Cheated in a game?: card games eeeep.
- Been to the ER?: yess
= Been in a car accident: saw my life flash before my eyes.
- Had detention?: high school
- Cried yourself to sleep?: yea one time or another
- Sung in the shower?: hahaah yea, until I get told to shut the fuck up hahaha
- Kissed a complete stranger?: of course
- Laughed so hard you cried?: yea but not recently:[
- Cheated on a bf/gf?: not really no.
Current Mood: pissed
Current Music: entourage background
Living is easy with eyes closed
30 June 2006 @ 01:04 am
I retract that last statement.

Go to Hell:)
Living is easy with eyes closed
26 June 2006 @ 03:14 pm
i love cute boys in eyeliner
named andrew.
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: pussycat dolls ahahaha